You say, "I am allowed to do anything" - but not everything is good for you. And even though "I am allowed to do anything" I must not become a slave to anything. 1 Corinthians 6:12
For Lent this year, I decided to give up caffeine. The decision has been on my mind for quite some time. Caffeine can be addictive and so innocently. I rationalize it by saying, "There could be worse things I could be addicted to".
Flashback with me to when the Bubba mugs had just come out and they were so popular. I would go into a local gas station to fill it up everyday without realizing the habit was overtaking me and it felt like buying the had become a “need” instead of a “want”.
Back to the present, my usual caffeine intake on any given day would be coffee in the morning and flavored water with added caffeine. No more soda in my life. However, I was still feeding the addiction to my brain. The day after I had made the vow to give up caffeine for lent my brain felt like mush. However, I was not surprised. Slowly but surely, day after day, I have come to a deeper understanding of what it means to fast from something. I've had to say no to caffeine more than I thought I would; especially on stressful days – which seem to appear more often than not.
So instead of caffeine in my diet, I have replaced it with more prayer that I would not become a slave to anything like Paul says, and that God would continue show me His will for my life. I never want to be out of step with the Holy Spirit and if it means being conscious of what I can and can't have, then that’s what I want to do.
-Chris Seed